Hey friends,
I know I have not been here long, but wanted to share something and ask for prayers and well wishes. I am heading home to deal with our yacht. I have a 45' sailboat that we lived on from 4/1/04 until last year. I have been trying to sell it to finance some other things in life but not having much luck. I am going home to do work to her to put her back up on the market unless God provides in another way and tells me to keep the boat. Guys I have dreamed of sailing since I was a three year old. In a life which I was severely abused as a child, it is a dream that kept me alive. I don't know but I may have placed this dream as an idol. I am willing to let go of her. God is my provider of money and of hope. This is also a commitment to the ranch and to looking to the hills where my help comes from. Funny life has gotten tougher since rededicating myself to a relentless pursuit or God. It is an abandonment (at least for awhile) from an escape pod to a stand and fight position. It is also full dedication to a property we dedicated to God and His people as a refuge. I am so far from perfect and I do not deserve the blessings God has bestowed on me. I deserve the trials I have been facing as of late and worse except for God's grace. I know I have rambled.
Thanks for your prayers and ideas. I am trusting the fellowship of believers that God has provided me with here (since I am 40 miles from a neighbor) to correct my wrong thinking and to help me to stand in faith and obedience if I surrender myself.
Thank you
Jonathan
I know I have not been here long, but wanted to share something and ask for prayers and well wishes. I am heading home to deal with our yacht. I have a 45' sailboat that we lived on from 4/1/04 until last year. I have been trying to sell it to finance some other things in life but not having much luck. I am going home to do work to her to put her back up on the market unless God provides in another way and tells me to keep the boat. Guys I have dreamed of sailing since I was a three year old. In a life which I was severely abused as a child, it is a dream that kept me alive. I don't know but I may have placed this dream as an idol. I am willing to let go of her. God is my provider of money and of hope. This is also a commitment to the ranch and to looking to the hills where my help comes from. Funny life has gotten tougher since rededicating myself to a relentless pursuit or God. It is an abandonment (at least for awhile) from an escape pod to a stand and fight position. It is also full dedication to a property we dedicated to God and His people as a refuge. I am so far from perfect and I do not deserve the blessings God has bestowed on me. I deserve the trials I have been facing as of late and worse except for God's grace. I know I have rambled.
Thanks for your prayers and ideas. I am trusting the fellowship of believers that God has provided me with here (since I am 40 miles from a neighbor) to correct my wrong thinking and to help me to stand in faith and obedience if I surrender myself.
Thank you
Jonathan