Hi Everyone,
I am new to this site as of today. My husband found this site and I am so glad he did. We are hoping to go to the conference this summer. We have been talking about plural marriage for years. I can’t deny it seems to be what God wants for us. It has been a hard road for me. God has shown me that I have jealousy issues. There are so many roots to jealousy. I believe that God came to change and perfect his people, he came to save our souls from death. So even if my husband didn’t desire another wife I still need to be delivered from this jealousy! Jealousy is as cruel as the grave! I hate the feelings that come with it and the thoughts it brings. Cane killed Able because of it. I am asking for any knowledge you ladies may have gained in overcoming this and prayers as well. I know God will change me, my hope is in him! It has become harder as my husband has began communicating with another woman. My husband is a truly wonderful man that follows God with his whole heart. He has truly loves me and cares for me. He leads me in truth and righteousness. God gave me a true rarity in my husband, I have not met a man like him and I know it is Christ in him. We have been married for 11 years at the end of this month and our marriage has endured so many ups and downs and I know it is only God that has kept us. Our marriage is better than ever! I think that is now what makes it hard to think of sharing him when things are finally working so well and we have worked it our kinks. To think of having to now work through things with adding a new person and all that entails. All this is so new and I know that PM is a reflection of Christ and the church and it can be so beautiful and amazing. Yet I think the unknown of how things will work with another woman and how they should when you do it in Christ is scary to me. I tend to over think things and I know God says the evil of the day is sufficient, yet I don’t want us to be nieve to not consider things that this will bring. Yet I don’t want to fear either. Sorry, so many thoughts! I would truly love to be involved in the Monday night session, if someone clould let me know how to do that I would greatly appreciate it.
Also I just wanted to say thank you to all you ladies for sharing. Just reading some of these posts has already truly encouraged me.
God bless,
Dannielle
I am new to this site as of today. My husband found this site and I am so glad he did. We are hoping to go to the conference this summer. We have been talking about plural marriage for years. I can’t deny it seems to be what God wants for us. It has been a hard road for me. God has shown me that I have jealousy issues. There are so many roots to jealousy. I believe that God came to change and perfect his people, he came to save our souls from death. So even if my husband didn’t desire another wife I still need to be delivered from this jealousy! Jealousy is as cruel as the grave! I hate the feelings that come with it and the thoughts it brings. Cane killed Able because of it. I am asking for any knowledge you ladies may have gained in overcoming this and prayers as well. I know God will change me, my hope is in him! It has become harder as my husband has began communicating with another woman. My husband is a truly wonderful man that follows God with his whole heart. He has truly loves me and cares for me. He leads me in truth and righteousness. God gave me a true rarity in my husband, I have not met a man like him and I know it is Christ in him. We have been married for 11 years at the end of this month and our marriage has endured so many ups and downs and I know it is only God that has kept us. Our marriage is better than ever! I think that is now what makes it hard to think of sharing him when things are finally working so well and we have worked it our kinks. To think of having to now work through things with adding a new person and all that entails. All this is so new and I know that PM is a reflection of Christ and the church and it can be so beautiful and amazing. Yet I think the unknown of how things will work with another woman and how they should when you do it in Christ is scary to me. I tend to over think things and I know God says the evil of the day is sufficient, yet I don’t want us to be nieve to not consider things that this will bring. Yet I don’t want to fear either. Sorry, so many thoughts! I would truly love to be involved in the Monday night session, if someone clould let me know how to do that I would greatly appreciate it.
Also I just wanted to say thank you to all you ladies for sharing. Just reading some of these posts has already truly encouraged me.
God bless,
Dannielle