Hello! I have finally decided to make an account after lurking for several months. Lol. I was deeply encouraged by many posts on this forum as my husband (JJ/Soldier's Psalm) began studying more about polygamy. The best article that helped me with what I was experiencing was First Wife Syndrome. It helped me to understand that everything I was dealing with was "normal" and passing the torch to my husband to lead us well, whatever that included, has eliminated any stress or anxiety I was coping with. I still have many questions and am curious about how this life works! Are there any retreats in the works for 2019? Would love to meet you all, and thank you for your words of encouragement!