Hello all! I'm new to this site. I'm asking for a prayer request for God to guide me to my true life path. Since I've been researching how polygamy is present in the bible, it's weighing heavily on me that it's an important calling. I think about it everyday. How great it would be to have more children than I could on my own, to have help with children, a true friend, extra support when times get rough. I imagine how lonely I would be in old age if my husband were to pass first. How hard it would be to share the most important man in my life (second to God of course), to deal with the jealousy of seeing him love someone the way he loves me, not to mention what I'm sure would be inevitable personality differences. We also don't live in an area where polygamy is present at all to my knowledge. My husband and I are young, in our 20's (he is 4 years older than me), we have been together for 5 years and married for 3, and have two children ages 2 and 8 months. I'm not asking anyone to say go for it or don't, just asking for prayers that God will lead me to the right answer for our family.