Hi ladies, I wrote here because I'm not allowed to ask men other than my master for prayer. I support polygyny, 100%! I am so passionate about my beliefs in it. However, I am struggling as well... and I'm not sure if it's because I'm pregnant and hormones and such or just me being weak.
I have become very emotional about small things... and accused my husband of replacing me. When I KNOW better! I've been completely out of order. I also think I am under spiritual attacks because I started a blog and YouTube trying to help myself and other women like me... that's when the attacks really amped up. I need prayer, because I do know better, but the enemy starts whispering stupid things in my ear and I take the bait. Pre pregnancy I was stronger. I never imagined I would become so weak in pregnancy.
Any advice or prayers are highly welcomed. I feel desperate to get back in order. Sometimes you step so far out of line, you don't know how to get back in line... if that makes sense? I've been in repentance, I know I was wrong. I just need support from other women who understand....
Thanks in advance.
I have become very emotional about small things... and accused my husband of replacing me. When I KNOW better! I've been completely out of order. I also think I am under spiritual attacks because I started a blog and YouTube trying to help myself and other women like me... that's when the attacks really amped up. I need prayer, because I do know better, but the enemy starts whispering stupid things in my ear and I take the bait. Pre pregnancy I was stronger. I never imagined I would become so weak in pregnancy.
Any advice or prayers are highly welcomed. I feel desperate to get back in order. Sometimes you step so far out of line, you don't know how to get back in line... if that makes sense? I've been in repentance, I know I was wrong. I just need support from other women who understand....
Thanks in advance.