To be completely straight forward, I began a search in stubborn anger. My husband and I have an unusual story, and he was lead by God to care for me in marriage. We hadn't known each other long, and long story short, I was alone in a very deep pit and my husband's marriage offer was Gods hand helping me out of what I had done to my own life. My hubby had been a Christian teacher and elder in his own right for years and I came from a family actively trying to kill me. So, fast forward to now, it's been over a year of learning from the ground up. The one topic God put on my heart was multiple wives especially in Israel's beginning. We argued a lot because I couldn't let it go and he patiently held his ground of the truth of Gods righteousness in this. So again the topic came up and each time I became more and more acquiescent to its truth and my husband encouraged me to do my own search. And so, here I am!
