I am by no means a Christian. I understand that this is a Faith and Bible-based blog but I do NOT follow any faith.
I could be best described as a typical Agnostic. I believe god has to be real as the theories of time-extensive evolution, old world theorum, and even social psychology are utter nonsense. Simply put, God has to be real because without a god present everything we do is both simultaneously right and wrong based purely on emotion.
Welcome.
I am definitely not a 'sunday-skool' type, and don't think 'Easter' has anything to do with Him, and once would've called myself 'agnostic' as well. Before I started to read His Book, for myself, As Written. Which started about simultaneously with understanding that polygyny (that is the proper word, you will see) is more than just 'acceptable,' but an essential element of understanding 'marriage,' and my decision to seriously study Scripture to see what else I had been lied to about.
The result was that I realized we really HAVE "inherited lies from our fathers," and crap we'd been told about marriage (especially when 'licensed' by 'another master') was just one [albeit big] part of the problem.
So, I encourage you to study for yourself. I believe you'll find the Answer to be undeniable.
But, I would be remiss if I didn't point out what I now know to be Truth:
(for some of the reasons others have already noted)
If you don't find a woman who will not ONLY 'love you' and your family, but love YHVH, the God of Creation and Author of Scripture, even more - and then walk that way as head of your house -
- sorry, but you literally don't have a prayer of making it work.