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- "Hineini" -

Hello everyone.

I've been here for around three years. You don't know me, but I know all your personalities and character traits. And that makes me dangerous!

But, also fun.

This will be a short introduction. Off-grid artist. I manage my own homestead and my wife wears many hats as well. I have one wife. Maybe you've heard of her.

Things I do include boxing, cycling, jogging, building, dancing swing dance, dancing Hebrew circle dance. I have a lot of skills. Women like men with skills. I build my own buildings. I shear my own sheep. I'm modestly average at both but we get by and every year is even better.

I've lived in many very large cities in my life. I used to be attracted to the darkest alleys and the filthiest pubs. Now I only want to draw and farm and have many children.

Eventually I want to have twelve children. I do not know how many wives that requires, but Yahweh will give me the sort of life that He wants, and I will follow His direction, so what I want doesn't really matter.

In the last few months I began loosely dating a woman who is 20 years old. It actually was going really well. I am very capable of game and have a colorful history with women. Everything was perfect. It felt like the perfect arrangement, and was a slow burn I had no urgency to rush. Her friends all vetted me and enjoyed my family. My wife was enjoying the relationship balance. Then something happened with the girl, I don't know what, and she... had a breakdown or something? Her older mentor stepped in and told me the girl doesn't want me to talk to her anymore. It was about ten days ago. I had been feeling the energy shift and was so stressed out that I was fasting for 108 hours and praying all day.

I'm not going to say anything more about that because it's still developing, and that's the reason why I'm emerging out of the shadows but it isn't the reason why I am here in general. Later I'll start a thread about that and go into detail. Our relationship with her mentor is getting interesting now.

What else can I say right now? I had almost two decades of experience making comic books. I've traveled the country and sold my work and done signings and had a big fanbase which followed me, and all of the work that I did during that time was trash. It wasn't good, I've never lived up to my potential at all in that manner.

My only life goals right now are to become more self-supporting on my land, to semi-retire by 55 (clock is ticking) to living off a career of comic books about Bible stories for adults. And to have as many children as Yahweh wants to bless me with.

Other topics which I can rant about for hours include: feminism v. patriarchy, God's Righteous Hierarchy, the Marxist Media Messaging Machine, emotional and chemical sobriety, living life one day at a time. There's a lot about sex and relationships I can say but I don't want to embarrass you all with my shameless candor and vast worldly experience. So let's keep it clean and my wife won't get embarrassed by me invading her online social space.
 
Hello everyone.

I've been here for around three years. You don't know me, but I know all your personalities and character traits. And that makes me dangerous!

But, also fun.

This will be a short introduction. Off-grid artist. I manage my own homestead and my wife wears many hats as well. I have one wife. Maybe you've heard of her.

Things I do include boxing, cycling, jogging, building, dancing swing dance, dancing Hebrew circle dance. I have a lot of skills. Women like men with skills. I build my own buildings. I shear my own sheep. I'm modestly average at both but we get by and every year is even better.

I've lived in many very large cities in my life. I used to be attracted to the darkest alleys and the filthiest pubs. Now I only want to draw and farm and have many children.

Eventually I want to have twelve children. I do not know how many wives that requires, but Yahweh will give me the sort of life that He wants, and I will follow His direction, so what I want doesn't really matter.

In the last few months I began loosely dating a woman who is 20 years old. It actually was going really well. I am very capable of game and have a colorful history with women. Everything was perfect. It felt like the perfect arrangement, and was a slow burn I had no urgency to rush. Her friends all vetted me and enjoyed my family. My wife was enjoying the relationship balance. Then something happened with the girl, I don't know what, and she... had a breakdown or something? Her older mentor stepped in and told me the girl doesn't want me to talk to her anymore. It was about ten days ago. I had been feeling the energy shift and was so stressed out that I was fasting for 108 hours and praying all day.

I'm not going to say anything more about that because it's still developing, and that's the reason why I'm emerging out of the shadows but it isn't the reason why I am here in general. Later I'll start a thread about that and go into detail. Our relationship with her mentor is getting interesting now.

What else can I say right now? I had almost two decades of experience making comic books. I've traveled the country and sold my work and done signings and had a big fanbase which followed me, and all of the work that I did during that time was trash. It wasn't good, I've never lived up to my potential at all in that manner.

My only life goals right now are to become more self-supporting on my land, to semi-retire by 55 (clock is ticking) to living off a career of comic books about Bible stories for adults. And to have as many children as Yahweh wants to bless me with.

Other topics which I can rant about for hours include: feminism v. patriarchy, God's Righteous Hierarchy, the Marxist Media Messaging Machine, emotional and chemical sobriety, living life one day at a time. There's a lot about sex and relationships I can say but I don't want to embarrass you all with my shameless candor and vast worldly experience. So let's keep it clean and my wife won't get embarrassed by me invading her online social space.
Welcome!

I like the "do not come up hither" line for the sheep! lol Great image overall!
I guess if you have been observing for 3 years now and still chose to join, then you are here "eyes wide shut." :-P Just kidding, welcome again! I look forward to your posts!
 
Welcome, and blessings. Hineini, too, but you probably already knew that...

Indeed!

Welcome!

I like the "do not come up hither" line for the sheep! lol Great image overall!
I guess if you have been observing for 3 years now and still chose to join, then you are here "eyes wide shut." :-P Just kidding, welcome again! I look forward to your posts!

Thank you sir. Owning sheep has taught me how frustrating I must be to God.

Shalom and welcome.

Shalom Mojo!

Gi'day and greetings. Welcome to this neck of the woods.

Thank you sir.

Welcome! You only need one wife for 12 children, but you better start her quick!

Who am I to waste the limited time I am given?

This reminds me of a funny moment. We are friends of a whole family of religious people, who are rather aggressively anti-polygyny. But, they've had experiences with it because they've had around 15 kids (adoption) or maybe 30 with temporary arrangements, and many of the girls have been approached about being a second wife. So, their boundaries are always up and I'm constantly chiding and joking about their boundaries, while explaining what a religious feminist mindset is - and constantly flirting with their daughters with my wife present.

So one of the times I told a group of them that I intend to have twelve children. It was at least two of the single daughters, the mom, and the sweet dementia-addled grandmother. The younger ones all tut-tutted and the grandmother smiled really wide and exclaimed "well how many wives are you hoping to have then, your one wife can't handle it all!" The looks on their faces.

It was perfect.
 
Welcome! Glad you decided to come out of the shadows. :-)
 
Then something happened with the girl, I don't know what, and she... had a breakdown or something? Her older mentor stepped in and told me the girl doesn't want me to talk to her anymore.
She must have fallen hard for you! There is no other way to put it! She still has the monogamy mindset, and cannot reconcile her feelings with what she believes is right. I am reminded of the scene in the original Left Behind movie where Hattie tries to tell the pilot not to tell her that what they feel for each other is wrong. Somehow, you are going to need some back channels. I know I myself could use some back channels to reach this one particular lady I have grown fond of, since I am not allowed to converse with her. Who knows! At some point as this group grows and networks out, we may all be able to help one another out in this arena.

See here if this particular lady lives here in Central Texas and attends a local church, I could visit that church on a particular Sunday, or if I happen to be in town where you live, conducting business travel, and I could visit the church she attends, I could take a moment to visit with her and tell her that there is someone who loves her deply and would love to marry her, and explain to her the truths about Biblical marriage and help her to see that her mentor is not qualified to be a mentor in the first place. Likewise, someone I know who lives here (hint hint @cnystrom), I could use a little help from him, and I am likewise willing to help him if he does encounter someone he is interested in. They can't throw me out of his church, so I have nothing to lose, and I definitely won't give them my information!
 
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She must have fallen hard for you! There is no other way to put it! She still has the monogamy mindset, and cannot reconcile her feelings with what she believes is right.

After a little time and distance, I too believe this is what happened here. She was under intense pressure to conform.

I've been around. I know real chemistry when it happens. It isn't every day that we form a connection this strong. I'm checking myself for delusions on the topic. My instincts on this feel very firm.
 
After a little time and distance, I too believe this is what happened here. She was under intense pressure to conform.

I've been around. I know real chemistry when it happens. It isn't every day that we form a connection this strong. I'm checking myself for delusions on the topic. My instincts on this feel very firm.
Well then what part of the world are you from again? We probably have several likeminded folks in your neck of the woods. Coordinate and get those back channels going!
 
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