I’ve hated this woman. I’ve not loved her at full capacity. I’ve fed her lies & told her she wasn’t good enough and have allowed others to tell her she wasn't good enough. I’ve allowed her to be broken. I've allowed others to treat her disrespectfully. I’ve allowed her to run through brick walls & battle for others who won’t even stand for her. I couldn’t stop individuals from abandoning her, yet I’ve seen her get up and stand to be a light to the world & love others despite all that. I have stood paralyzed by fear while she fought battles in her mind, heart and soul.
This woman has screwed up many times, as a daughter, sister and as a friend, as am mom, and a wife because she doesn’t always say or do the "right things". She has a smart mouth, and she has secrets. She has scars... because she has a history.
Some people love this woman, some like her, and some people don't care for her at all. She has done good in her life. She has done bad in her life. She is random and sometimes silly. She will not pretend to be someone she is not. She is who she is.
You can love her or not. But if she loves you, she will do it with her whole heart, and she will make no apologies for the way she is or the way she loves.
This Woman is a WARRIOR & A SURVIVOR. She’s not perfect but she has a lot of WORTH! She Deserves the world and to be Treated like a queen. She Deserves to be someone’s everything and get everything she wants.
But yet she always puts her worth aside to please others and to do what they need and want over what she needs and wants. But she is
worth more then what she gets.
When will her time come? To be happy and Receive the same she gives. When will the pain she as been though change to love and the worth she Deserves?
A warrior and a survivor can only go though so much before they break for good. Before they give up and don’t see the point in fighting for others that don’t fight for them.
When will she get the worth she Deserves for what she does? She prays over and over for others that will not do the same. She feels alone and feels she only has one on her side. One she can’t touch but can feel inside. He knows she needs more. He is always there when she needs Him but it is not the same as someone to hold her.
This women is me