NO, not even. Not even a tiny bit gone. We do what we need to, and some do more than others, yet, the life you talk about (I know it, been there, done that, got the ticket and hand stamp) is a dangerous life, not so much from the clients, but from the risks you take. I will not go into more here, but my wife knows what it means to tape ones back together. That is not my story to tell, however, and you can ask her.
The question I want to ask you, however, is this...
Do you want to keep this lifestyle? What are you looking for five years, ten years, fifteen years, down the line?