Update :
Thanks everyone for your feedback and prayers! I am very familiar of the red pill movement and for fear of not being "nice" I did not implement some of the important things like mentioned in the post and videos shared on my thread here. I have just stepped up my game, no more "what do you want" or talking in a soft gentle, kind voice. Gosh that sounds like a ass thing to say but honestly being my authoritative self and speaking in a deeper voice and a commanding tone has been good! A bit of a challenge to stay on top of doing because I did it the opposite for so long though!
Needless to say, since I have been home from my business trip, doing these things mentioned above, and the results have been surprisingly good! Neither wife has asked me why I am talking this way or questioned me when I have said "we are doing this" or "I want you to do...". I don't leave sentances open for a rebudal either, or by saying things like "I would like you to". I haven't had a single argument or fight with them and lately my 1st was referring to God and scriptures in a discussion and I was pleased to hear her referring back to those ways of thinking.IIt does seem to be working and I feel so much less stressed and on end because I'm not being tossed around by the ladies moods or behaviour, I stick to my guns, am loving yet firm. It really does work! I am greatfull for the reminder/advice on this, so thank you!!
Please keep praying for her and her return to the faith. I do think I need to be more proactive in home church on the weekends, I've been a bit laxed on it and feel convicted about it, so prayer for discipline and desire to be in the word with the family more would be appreciated. Life gets busy and it gets put aside to much to do a formal Church time at home. Honestly I've felt so intimidated as well because of my 1st studies and "what's she thinking about what I am teaching", and "will she challenge what I am teaching" fears. I'm working on stepping out of that intimidation and just bit the bullet.
So, that's it in a nut shell. Thanks again everyone, love to you all!